Last day of skul*

November 10 was our last day of school..

Sad..

i managed to get some photos..

but only a few

cause somebody(no name mentioned) used up all the batt for some stupid stuff

thats so not worth 2 bars!!

=='

so here it is.. the photos i took with 1 bar of batt.

Rachel, me and Mag

Rachel and I

Sharifah looks so blur..

haha

Me and Ung


Georgie, Mag, Yvonne and Karen


if you pay attention on our eyes..
we all looked so sleepy that day
we're not use to wake up early..
hehe
i mean its like 7 in the morning..
haha.
we all are pigs..
what to do?
lol

Thats it i think..
well.. for now


*TaTa*


*xoXo*

Delicious cupcakes ^^

i wanted to bake some cupcakes yesterday after sawing all this

mouth watering cupcakes

Dont they just looked delicious?

*Mmmm*

but guess what?

i ran out of ingredients..

haha..

*sigh*

its looks so..so.. Mmmm

Yummm...

i like the flower touch ^^


its almost the same as the one above..
except its purple and the other ones pink.
the flowers are diff too
=)



now im really really really damn hungry...
XD


Okay.. thats all. Had enough? haha.
i would love to find more for you guys..
but, now i wanna call my sis and ask her to buy some ingredients home..
hehe

*TaTa*


*xoXo*

emo**

Okay.. today's just another ordinary boring day..

theres ntg much to do, not like i gt a driver that can actually bring me anywhere.

So i went online and i searched for emo cartoons..

okay you might be thinking why am i looking for emo cartoons..

well..

its cause im really bored and all..

and no, im not emo..

and guess what i found thats adorably cute!

v

V

\/

=)

XD

aww...

so cute*

Awww... aren't they cute?!

what are they called again?

i know it start with a letter 'P' or is it?

hmm...

oh wells..

i'll try to figure out the name..

and if anyone knows what's it called...

let me know..

thx

*TaTa*

*xoXo*

My trip to serian*

Sorry i dont get to take some photos to put in here. I know hw much you ppl love photos. SORRY =) well, enjoy reading o.0

Okay.. so yesterday i went to Serian..

i know i know some of you out thr might

be thinking why am i so ' sakai '

to blog bout Serian.

Well im nt..

i jus wanna be a gud person

and blog bout my trip.

okay okay..

fine.. im bored so im blogging bout my trip.

XP

So.. it all started like this..

my mum had to go to Serian to

do smtg at ' Hospital Serian '.

Well.. if im nt mistaken she went thr to

check on the students or smtg as you

know shes a nursing tutor.

*sigh*

Then my dad and i had ntg to do.

So while waiting for her we went

to the

wet market.

Now i know why they actually

called it the wet market cause the floor

is so FREAKIN' WET!

Especially the place that sells fish.

Do you actually know hw wet

it is some more so smelly.

Okay.. nw im being mean.

==' sorry.

So my dad and i walked and walked

till we reach one place that sells this fruit..

sorry but i dont know what's its called in

English but in another language its called ' buah thampui '.

It taste gud tho. Its like another type

mangosteen that's grown in a 'kampung'

Its skin is orange in colour and its flesh is yellow in colour.

I wanted to buy mangosteens

cause its like my fav fruit ever

but i cnt find any.

*sobs*

So i bought that instead.

My dad told me that we cnt eat the seeds if

nt we'll have a trouble shitting.

==' so i was like

" okay... weird..".

I mean who actually have trouble

shitting after eating buah thampui's seeds?

weird...

who the heck created that stupid rumor?

I mean some of you out thr who know

what's that fruit you might belive in it.

But still dont take my word for it.

I dont wanna be sued cause i gave wrong instructions XP.

Okay then my dad and i went to pick my mum

and we all went to eat 'bak kut teh'.

I have to tel you that the bak kut teh there is nt bad.

Is nt as bad as wad i expected infact its delicious.

After eating my dad wanna bring my mum to

the wet market again to see if she wanna

buy some vegetables..

So off we went.

Then i pass this place where sells SNACK FLESH!

I was like ewww!!

They put its flesh in little black plastic begs and they

put its head in another plastic beg as well.

It was really really really gross!!

Then i pulled my mum away..

haha.

So i followed my mum where ever she goes..

then i saw langsat.

I asked my mum to buy it and she did.

She bought 3kg of it..

imagine that. 3kg of langsat!

hw the heck am i gonna finish 3kg of langsat.

==' okay..

then we all walked bck to the car and my mum

said she got to go back to the hospital.

So my dad brought her there.

While waiting for her in the car my

dad and i ate langsats and buah thampui as well..

well its only me who ate the buah thampuis.

After a while we went back to pick my mum..

Then we all went to

this hotel which is the best hotel at serian.

My mum was planning to

overnight thr on wednesday to thursday.

I saw the check in counter

and it looks quite nice and clean.

so i thought that the

rooms might be as clean as the check in counter.

But then.................

when my mum said she wanna check out the rooms..

****

one of the gurl brought us up

and the room was..... it was...... try to guess

a.) clean and looks like home
b.) dirty and smelly
c.) not so clean and kinda stinks

so have you guess it yet......??

who ever picked C is the winner..

when i went in i saw the toilet first..

then two beds next to it.

Do you acctually wanna stay there?

As in who would wanna sleep

on a bed next to a FREAKIN' smelly dirty old toilet!!!

I'd reather stay in a farm with clean hays!

okay....

nw im being bitchy and mean.

Once again sorry.

But seriously thats hw i feel

and if thats the best hotel in Serian

I would never actually wanna visit the worst

hotel in Serian.

Hello..

The best for me is already the WORST!

and the worst would be???!!

okay..

enough bout the hotel.

So after that we all went back to Kuching.

Home sweet home...

just when i actually reach Kuching i was so DARN happy!

well.. thats it..

see, i actually spend so much time

on telling you ppl bout my trip.

Am i a gUd person or not?

hehe. *sigh*

im so full of myself..

okay nw my hands are feeling really sore and tired..

I'll just stop here

Tata*

*xoXo*

Mugs!*

Wanna customize ur gifts..? if you wanna, just come to this blog http://customizeyourgifts.blogspot.com/

you can customize your

mugs, saucers, plates and ashtrays

here's some examples

ashtray

plate

and.. a mug

*if you wanna order all you have to do is

go to that blog and email/contact

the person incharge of selling that stuff..

and u'll have ur gifts in no time..

^^

*xoXo*

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas!!

I know its not Christmas yet..

But early greetings!

Aww.. i just love Christmas.

We get to exchange gifts and most important of all..

Celebrate Jesus's Birthday!!*

btw..

ive just realize that Christmas is getting more and more modern each year..

Look!!>> Christmas stockings had been replaced with Christmas heels!

^^

Haha..

aww.. i just love this adorable penguins!

Aren't they cute??*xD

Oh yea.. i like this too.
Cute eh?

Btw.. those stuffs are from

'PICK AND PACK'...

*sigh* still have to wait for about 1..2..3.. Another MONTH till Christmas!!
phhft.. i cant wait to put up the
Christmas tree.

Well.. i guess im gonna put it up earlier this year..
hehe.

*MERRY CHRISTMAS!!*
again..

*xoXO*

Shopping online ^^

Hey gurls.. interested in buying cloths online? If you are.. check out this blog.

http://www.littleblackdresscloset.blogspot.com/ .

There's lots of new arrivals! Here are some cloths on sell.. ^^

Horizontal Black Off-Shoulders

Belted Tube Dress
(comes with black belt as shown in pic)

Pleated Flare Skirt

Sleeved shirt/dress

Party Girl Black Cocktail Dress

*xoXo*

Touching love story*

I found this love story online a few days ago. Its nice. I kinda like it. Well, enjoy reading ^^

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.

His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend

until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.

I found that I fell in love with him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl.

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

Jin "I can't"

“Why? You need to study at home?”

I felt disappointment grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that.

He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.

To him, I was just a girlfriend.

The word "love" only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say "I love you" before.

To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.

He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days,200 days.

Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.

I don't know why.

Then one day...

Me :Um, Jin, I...

Jin :What?don't drag, just say..

Me : I love you.

Jin : …you...um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll.

Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.

There were many... Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.

When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.

But ...lunch passed, dinner passed...and soon the sky was dark he still didn't call.

It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.

He told me to come out of the house.

Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me : Jin...

Jin : Here...take this...Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me : What's this?

Jin : I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.

Me : Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin : Today? Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.

He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.

When I shouted..."Wait..."

Jin : You have something to say?

Me : Tell me, tell me you love me...

Jin : What?!

Me : Tell me..

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.

But he just said simple cold words and left.

"I don't want to say that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it,

then find someone else."

That was what he said.

Then he ran off.My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground.

He didn't want to say it easily...How could he!.

I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.

He didn't call me, although I was waiting.

He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.

That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday.

After a month, I got myself together and went to school.

But what made the pain resurface was that...

I saw him on a street...with another girl...

He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me..

as he touched the doll...

I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell...

Why did he gave these to me??

Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls.

In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang.

It was him.

He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.

I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that it's going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin : Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.

Soon, he held out the doll as usual

Me : I don't need it.

Jin : What?.why?

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me : I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me.

But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

"I'm sorry..."

He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...

Me : You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then...

~Honk Honk!!~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted....

But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

"Jin, move!"

~HONK!!~

*BOOM!*

That sound, so terrifying.

That's how he went away from me.

That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.

And after spending two months like a crazy personI took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.

I remembered the days I spent

with him and started to count the days-

when we were in love..

"One...two... three..."

That was how I started to count the dolls...

"Four hundred and eighty four...

four hundred and eighty five..."

It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.

I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...

"I love you, I love you"

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

"I...lo..ve..you??"

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

"I love you I love you"

It can"t be!

I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.

"I love you"

"I love you"

"I love you"

Those words came out non-stop.

"I love you"

Why didn't I realize that???.

That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.

Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...

I took out the doll under

the bed and pressed it's stomach,

that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.

It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much....

"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?I couldn't say I love you..... Um... since I was too shy. If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you.. Everyday...till I die.. Jo... I love you!"

The tears came flowing out of me.

Why? Why?

I asked God, why do I only know about all this now?

He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.

For that.. and for that reason...

to me..... it became courage... to live a beautiful life...

Awww... what a sad story. But still, you'll have to admit that its pretty pathetic that the gurl never knew about the whole 'pressing the doll's stomach thing'.

As if she never held or hugged the doll's stomach tightly. =='

Kays.. i guess i'll just stop here. I'll try to update this blog as soon as i can.

*xoXo*